Music I can relate to.

pretty girls, they have it easy
livin the strawberry kiwi life, ah

Please don't confuse my anger towards her as jealousy.
Its really hatred for tearing your heart apart before.
But you went back to her.

and me, I just fill up on coffee
and let the caffeine do the talking, ah

I guess I'm not as high maitenence.
I'm sorry thats what you're into.

i’ll always miss you and i’ll always wish you’d been mine

seven years.

cause Robert frost is in your wallet
the road less whatever you call it, ah

"stay gold" means something more than a passage in a book and poem to me now.

i’ll always miss you and i’ll always wish you’d been mine

Forever.

and love I’m afraid
that after tonight
there won’t be a way
to see you
but just for the sake
of our storyline
I’ll wait a day to break
the bad news

I think I'm really just in denial.
I can't believe how long this has gone on though.

so i’ll buy myself a cheap apartment
and I’ll buy my heart a secret compartment ah, yeah

Closed off. Just for you.
Like always.

and when your memory starts to surface
i’ll toast to mistakes made on purpose yeah, oh

I'm now afraid to cry over you anymore.
It just hurts that I do it and you don't notice.

i’ll always miss you and i’ll always wish you’d been mine

Forever.

it takes an idealist to know one
and me and you we’ve had that going for us, yeah

If they hadn't changed everything.

and we the dreamers chase forever
so at least in that we’ll be together oh
i guess

Forever means forever.
Remember that.

well i’ll always miss you and i’ll always wish you’d been mine

Baby

I am in love with you.

I love you more than you know.

I miss you more than ever.

I wish you knew how much you mean to me.

I want you to be with me forever.

I need you to love me back.

We are a damn cute couple.

We've tried this a few times. Its never felt like this before. You mean EVERYTHING to me. You make my heart skip a beat everytime you look me in the eyes.

I sometimes doubt that I'm good enough for you.

I wonder if you settled for me.

Are you aware that I think of you almost every second of every day?

I hate that I have to lie about dating you.

I want to cry at the thought of going weeks without seeing you.

I am scared of you leaving me for someone better.

It wouldnt be a hard thing to find.

You make me want to be the best I can be.

You make me happy when I'm near tears.

You are my cliche love story.

I hope you never fade.

Change #1

This really blows. I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore. Every friend I've ever had has completely hurt me in some way. Every guy I have given my heart has broken and buried it. Maybe next year will bring better friends. Or maybe I need a better me... Idk. If god exists, I think he wants to see me grow up and overcome all of this.

I just wish it would happen faster. I want to be myself again. I want to be confident again. I don't want to act like anyone else but I can't help it. I am no better than the preppy girls I make fun of. I'm worse. I'm a total hypocrite....

And that will be the first thing to change.